So much has happened since i was last posting on here!

I mean... I got my as's and I've taken my a level exams.
I've been amazingly single and happy for over a year.
I've been to Jordan and floated in the dead sea.
I went to America and Canada to visit family for 3 weeks.
I completed my Gold D of E.
I've tried to get thinner twice, now on my third attempt after putting on 14 pounds since I last tried.
I went from having one job to two up to three and back to two jobs.

Still to come before september... Meet up with people from Gold residential.
Get my A level results.
And hopefully... get into manchester uni!!!
Also *fingers crossed* have passed my driving test

I started talking to a guy that I hadn't spoken to for like 6 months again this week. He's really sweet and caring. I feel like I can trust with my life, which I haven't been able to say about anyone in years. Every time I think about him I smile and whenever he texts me my stomach ends up doing somersaults. Thing is I screwed up on saturday. I ended up completely drunk at a festival and making out with a guy whose name I can't even remember. I've been beating myself up about it for two days... I don't know how I feel about it, I suppose that I feel like I've cheated on him. Which is really bad. He's says that it's fine because we aren't going out, but I could swear that it's kiling him. This morning when I woke up I was expecting him to be there having not gone to work, and halfof me was expecting him to have gone to work and left the other side the bed warm. This of course is impossible when he live in leeds and I live near london! We've become so close over a couple of days and to be honest with myself, I don't know what I would do if I lost him.

~A~
xxx